It is a full blown every man for himself. So why are you helping others? they only learn from total defeat anyways, so make sure you are on the victorious end of these skirmishes and battles. Every traditional place has banned me, so why give them money? I have the Environment of Excellence, and continue not to get the most out of it by placating people who do not have my best interests on their radar.

Dummy.

I am in the business of growing myself and myself only. It has been too arduous to be growing people who want to stay the same and live off the marrow of others. They are locked into everyone but me, so why care about them?

They never listened, so why don’t I listen to myself?

Why don’t I show that I know what I am talking about and do something about it. Prove it to myself first. Sell it to myself, and if it works, then I can decide to sell it to others.

Money isn’t a problem, so why am I worrying about it?

It’s the performance of dedication, and my dedication to my performance that will see my destiny realized. Nothing more, nothing less.

The jokes are for me. The pokes are for me. Everything that has everything to do with me is for me. I’ve never much been this way, but it’s just the way it needs to happen if I want to be comfortable in the chaotic mind I have.

This is the closest thing to a diary I will write on the internet, as most shut themselves off from the world like cowards and do not achieve anything. But there I go again, caring about others and what they do for themselves, without me in the equation.

My time will come. And when it does, it will be evident.

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